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Julia Sterling

Written by

K'noup

I'm a thousand broken hearts in a blanket made of jealousy.

I'm adrift inside this train on a railroad towards mystery.

In the midst of this storm,

by all means there's no one sitting next to me.

 

Will you sit with me forever?

Within the clouds above the pouring rain.

Will you keep me altogether?

Don't leave me in dismay cause I barely know your name.

 

There's a voice on the other line.

She's a pulse across the galaxy.

There's a comet in the sky. 

I will watch you for eternity.

In the midst of this storm,

by all means there's no one sitting next to me.

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Will you sit with me forever?

Within the clouds above the pouring rain.

Will you keep me altogether?

Don't leave me in dismay cause I barely know your name.

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Julia Sterling is it you?

Raven

Written by

K'noup

To understand the raven first you have to listen to the voices in the dark.

In between those noises is a painful set of choices, you mustn’t chase her heart.

 

I can’t stand losing you and I can’t get through to you.

 

Somewhere in the forest is a gloomy sobbing chorus and a woman beneath the pond.

You will have to leave me, there’s no time now hurry for the raven it won’t be long.

 

I can’t stand losing you and I can’t get through to you.

Please don’t let her rest.

Please don’t take her breath.

Leave her with me.

 

I cannot forget.

She is all thats left.

Leave her with me.

 

Raven, stay with me.

Raven, leave her with me.

Somehow

Written by

K'noup

Somehow, someway love will choose you.

Somehow, someday love will lose you.

 

And if you dance with anyone.

Make sure they lead you across the sun.

And if you sway with anyone.

make sure their eyes are on no one but you.

 

Somehow, someway love will find you.

Somehow, someday love will soothe you.

 

And if you laugh with anyone.

May your tears be long, long gone.

And if you stand by anyone.

Make sure these words ring out as one, "I do."

 

Somehow, someway love will hold you.

Somehow, someway love will love you again.

My Bike

Written by

K'noup

If all the fish were paralyzed would I be you in a frozen bowl of dust?
And if elephants could shape the rain would you be there counting tusks?

 

I will bike ride all the way to heaven and if you’d like I’ll pedal on forever.
Would you now...save my world? And come home. Welcome home.

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If reservoirs were filled with beds would you prepare for those above the stars?
And if I have seen something beautiful then you are surely who you are.

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I will bike ride all the way to heaven and if you’d like I’ll pedal on forever.
Would you now save my world? And come home. Welcome home.

Behind Your Lips

Written by

K'noup

In my sweetest dreams I keep you close to my heart.
But in a daze I’ve lost you to the bastards from the corners of the dark.

 

In my wildest dreams they’d never tear us apart.
But in a blink of an eye you’re cornered by the vultures that preyed from the start.

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I can feel your empathy.
I can sense the point of no return because…

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Behind your lips, behind your kiss is a feeling that I won’t resist.
Behind your lips, behind your kiss is a feeling that I can’t dismiss.

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In our wildest days we were so young and devout.
But within our craze we would hurt each other more like venom from the mouth.

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In our wildest nights we were always out like the wolves.
And within our rage we would thirst for each other’s blood thirsty nerves.

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I can feel your empathy.
I can sense the point of no return because…

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Behind your lips, behind your kiss is a feeling that I won’t resist.
Behind your lips, behind your kiss is a feeling that I can’t dismiss.

Memory Lane

Written by

K'noup

And here’s a question I always seem to ask myself to all the answers all locked up within ourselves.

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I’ve seen the moon from afar.

I’ve left the moon for the stars.

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Nothing’s wrong, I’m just stumbling down into memory lane.

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I’ve wept in silence, engulfed in sound of love and war.

I swim with mannequins to an open temple at your ocean floor.

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I’ve seen the moon from afar.
I’ve left the moon for the stars.

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Nothing’s wrong, I’m just stumbling down into memory lane.

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Nothing’s wrong, I’m just chasing you in my memory lane.

In My Shadow

Written by

K'noup

In my shadow I’m a poltergeist.
In my shadow it’s just a way of life.
To always see yourself in vein.
In my shadow I’m accused of rain.

 

In my shadow I’m just statuesque.
In my shadow kissing a woman’s neck.
She’s always clinging onto me.
In my shadow I’m barely me.

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I’m calling to you where it hurts, may your kindness go to bed.
I’m calling to you while it hurts, like a dying good ole friend.

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I’m calling to you love.
I’m calling to you my dying good ole friend.

When...

Written by

K'noup

I must leave right now, there are tears in our house that fell from your eyes what right do i have? To dream of you when you cant love me too.


Many of times i’ve thought the how many ways must I walk alone and away from you.

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When I am gone you will awake to hundreds of days of kicking and screaming.
When I am gone you will complain I have no one to love.

 

Many of times i’ve crossed the countless days of “I’ve thought."
I've had enough of you.

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When I am gone you will awake to hundreds of days of kicking and screaming.
When I am gone you will complain I have no one to love.

Indigo Rain

Written by

K'noup

It doesn’t matter where we kiss.
It doesn’t matter where we dine.
It doesn’t matter who is who as long as “love” won’t cry.

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Indigo...
Rushing through my veins.
Washing all the mud.
Indigo...rushing through the mud.

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Leave me, love me, turn before me.
I travel far for thee.
Lure me, cleanse me and adore me.
I travel far for thee.
I travel far for you love.
“Leave me there to die.”

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It doesn’t matter what we sip.
It doesn’t matter when we dine.
It doesn’t matter if love drips off the edge of my knife.

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Indigo....
Rushing through my veins.
Washing all the mud.
Indigo...rushing through the mud.

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Leave me, love me, turn before me.
I travel far for thee.
Lure me, cleanse me and adore me.
I travel far for thee.
I travel far for you love.
“Leave me there to die.”

August Farewell

Written by

K'noup

Listening to all the birds are crying, forever sit still and listen to the words that have meant so dear...picking up the throne.

 

This must be hurt.
This must be pain.
This must be dirt.
This must be clay.
This must be love.
This must be saved.
This must be done.
Thus must brave.

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Glistens, the water here it glistens it dances while it sits, a humble man should know...swimming to the shore.

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This must be hurt.
This must be pain.
This must be dirt.
This must be clay.
This must be love.
This must be saved.
This must be done.
Thus must brave.
This must be birth.
This must be grave.

Just For You

Written by

K'noup

Just for you.
I will cry myself a little more.
Just for you.
I will lie awake a little more.
Just for you.
I will starve myself a little more.
Just for you.
I will lose myself a little more.

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Let her go.
If there is nothing much left to say.
Let her go.
If there is a will there’s definitely a way.
Let her go and I try and I try and I try to let her go.

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Just for you.
I will hide myself a little more.
Just for you.
I will sigh myself a little more.
Just for you.
I will shame myself a little more.
Just for you.
I will blame myself a little more.

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Let her go.
I suppose I’m left only to pray.
Let her go.
Her voice calls me everyday.
Let her go and i wake up calling to you.
Let her go. Let you go. Let us go.

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I swear to my life for you.
I am forever in night to you.
I am unholy, unworthy, a violent mess deserving the suffering that bleeds into the fire and you leave me to die…just for you.

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I will face myself a little more.
Just for you.
i will age and rest a little more.
Just for you.
I will love no less a little more.
Just for you.
I will wait till death.

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